The Year is Coming to an Abrupt End

i kind of have mixed emotions about the upcoming days. yeah the tradition of coming home and doing homework is pretty much over until i start university in the fall, but i guess i'm really going to miss the comfortable atmosphere of high school. i'm not the biggest fan of st. pat's, actually i'm not a big fan at all, but i'm really appreciative of the people and the resources that benefited my peers and i the past five years.

am i going to miss the cafeteria walls? the food? the overly crowded classrooms? yeah sure, but it's the people that give the school it's identity that really sadden my inevitable departure. teachers, faculty, classmates, and kids from other grades, every single person within the community add a certain element to the school that make it so unique.

as for my class, i really don't want to say goodbye, because even though these 5 years have been bittered by disappointment and frustration, you've always found a way to turn that pessimism into optimism for a better tomorrow. it's a sad reality to know that, i may never see those 93 faces i've grown so accustomed to seeing everyday...well that is when i'm not taking a day off ;). that's not even including teachers and other prominent faces within the school. all i can say to my classmates...not wait, my most cherisht friends, thank you so much. i can tell you that i've become a better person knowing every single one of you. i know that most of you won't read this, but i just wanted to set it in stone, that i will miss you with the utmost sincerity in my heart. thank you so much.



when i talk about the end of my high school days, i really thought that this would be a day that i would really look forward to, but having you around really makes it all that much worse. i mean that in the best way possible mitch. haha i guess that's one of the conns of our relationship huh? i'm really going to miss seeing you in the hallways, and at the cafe. i'm really going to miss texting you and seeing you during b block just to see how you were doing and stuff. i'm really glad that we hit it off the way we did last year, and that we are still best of friends still. i've known you for about a year, and i don't know how to describe it...it seems like i've known you before. haha. i guess i've learnt not to live in as much fear as i used to, because i know that whatever i end up doing, you'll be there to accept my faults. yeah i'll miss the infamous walls of st.pats, and my classmates too, but i'm going to miss you most of all! don't take this as a goodbye though! i'm still going to pick you up on fridays to hangout. NO MORE BUSSING!...i hope. lol. but yeah, i asked my tita dorrie if i can pick up my cousin sometimes...but that's just an excuse to see you afterschool. sorry mitch. it's like i'm leaving half of myself at st.pats because well you are my other half! haha. anyways i just want to let you know that i'm soo greatful and happy that God blessed me with you. i hope that nothing comes between us mitch =) i'm going to miss you a lot, but don't worry! i'll come every week, and maybe sometimes twice or thrice of seven times a week? HAHA


cheers mitch

anyways, this probably won't be my last goodbye, but it's just nice to write down my thoughts. st pat's isn't so bad now that i reflect on it. hahaha thanks to my classmates and a special someone

GOD BLESS

the sky is falling

i've succumb to the wonders of blogging, because i've been really bored the past few days. i guess staying home the past few days have been actually detrimental to my emotional state. with my grandma's recent passing, i've only had more and more time to grieve and reflect on the life of someone so dear to my heart. yesterday was one of the hardest days of my life...seeing nanay being buried is something that's still in my mind. i guess i'm just venting on my thoughts...i guess it's really sunk in.

i remember all the times that you used to come over when tatay went to play ping-pong. i feel really lucky, because you always took care of me. i'm so glad that i had someone like you in my life. it really hurts to reminisce about the past, and seeing as you're living a life with God now, i just really miss you. it's been a day that everyone was waiting for, but when the day actually came, it still was a shock, and it still hurt. i can take solace in the fact that you are free from all your suffering, and that you are living a life of tranquility with our Lord. i'll pray every night just for the chance to see you again.

my hiatus from school the past week has really set me back at possibly the worst time of the year, but that being said, i'm not lacking any motivation whatever happens from here on end, it's all for nanay. the way i finish, the way i live life, it's all for nanay. you've taught me so much, not necessarily through your words, but with your presence and unconditional love. i love you so much nay, iingatan ka.

ps. i really appreciate you coming yesterday, i know you could've gone to reconn, but i'm really happy you decided to come. it was really fun, and if anything it's only cemeneted my feelings for you :$ it's kinda weird writing this mitch...haha but give me a break =)